please, don’t reduce me to my naked body or how pretty my face is. there is so much more to me. I have value, I have worth. my body won’t be like this forever, I will begin to have wrinkles and more tiger marks will be laid out like a map over my body. my thighs may get bigger, or they may become smaller. my body changes, and although it will age with beauty, my mind, my soul and who I am will not change. I refuse to be reduced to my naked body when I have so much more to give, when who I am is defined by Who’s I am. please, don’t devalue me and reduce me to my naked body. I am more than that. I have worth.
During one of my healing sessions, I was reminded of so many things. One of which being that past memories are only there, and that they are what they are. There is no undoing them. I dreamt about him last night. I don't remember what we had talked about, but it was a sad conversation. … Continue reading What Do You Want?
In case you are also curious, I have been struggling. I mean. Of course I am; aren't we all? The break-up sunk in by the way, in the middle of my awakening, and it didn't feel pretty. I had clung desperately to the positive energies being thrown my way, and drowned out the bad memories … Continue reading Reprieve
Just to start from where I left last: I tried seeing a psychiatrist last week, like I mentioned that I would in my last post. I didn't get to see her, but man, was that was chaotic. I had a breakdown during the wait (I was 6th in line, and the 1st patient was taking … Continue reading Awakened Empath
I'm very surprised at myself for not freaking out about this (yet?) and I usually really bawl at this point already. It's been 3 hours since he told me the relationship is over. Maybe it hasn't sunk in yet. Maybe. Before going to sleep earlier (and ultimately before the break up happened) I already told … Continue reading My Break Up with My Depressed Ex-boyfriend
Why must your love for me be so conditional?
How exactly do you trust someone? What would you do if someone breaks that trust? Do you just move on, do you ignore it, or do you choose to confront the situation? I'm currently in the middle of this, and I am torn. I know I need to make a decision. Do I ignore the … Continue reading Before and After